him: "So what did you teach your kiddos?"
me: "Morals."
him: "if i had only heard all stories about you, and didn't actually know you, that statement would make me laugh in your face."

sometimes i don't know why
we'd rather live than die
we look up towards the sky
for answers to our lives
we may get some solutions
but most just pass us by
don't want your absolution
cause i can't make it right

i'll make a beast out of myself
gets rid of all the pain of being a man

can't you help me as i'm starting to burn
too many doses and i'm starting to get an attraction
my confidence is leaving me on my own
no one can save me and you know i don't want the attention.

Avenged Sevenfold::Bat Country

you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you

help me
i broke apart my insides
help me
i got no soul to tell
help me
the only thing that works for me
help me get away from myself

i want to fuck you like an animal
i want to feel you from the inside
i want to fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god.

you can have my isolation
you can have the hate that it brings
you can have my absence of faith
you can have my everything.

help me
tear down my reason
help me
your sex i can smell
help me
you make me perfect
help me become someone else

i wanna fuck you like an animal
i wanna feel you from the inside
i wanna fuck you like an animal
my whole existence is flawed
you get me closer to god.



through every forest
above the trees
within my stomach
scraped off my knees
i drink the honey
inside your hive
you are the reason
i stay alive
.
.

don't feed me your bullshit.
tell me the truth.
i'm strong, i can take it.
i'd much rather hear the truth from you than someone else.
although i already figured it out on my own.
what am i, just a convenience?
i thought you had grown up.


i thought wrong.


.

so i've noticed something.

i only cry when i'm frustrated with something.
it's like my outlet to lash back at things i cannot change.
i don't cry because i'm sad, or angry, or hurt.
only when i'm frustrated.
because i feel so helpless there's nothing else to do.

that is absolutely pathetic.





there is only one conclusion to every story..
we all fall down..